so mariah

found my MC Butterfly CD the other day and been knockin that ish like its 1999. i came across

Cry Baby and thought man, this was my jam... i feel like since that video SnoopDogg has been such a protective figure in my life... like he was always there keepin my head high 

so anyways, besides my self-proclaimed resemblance to Mariah (i swear i do an amazing Mariah walk)...

i remember watching the Cry Baby video back in the day and thinking man, i really wanna be heartbroken one day and wake up in some guys fat mansion and feel lost and confused. and drink Baileys Creme to ease the pain and throw it against the glass window overlooking the epic view that i can't appreciate due to my uncontrollable emotion. (hmmm, unhealthy adolescent fantasy? or do i just love the music so much i wanna be it?)

ANYWAYZzzz... oddly tonite i was reminiscing on these thoughts while watching the Cry Baby video i once loved so much, and found myself eating Fruity Pebbles!!! OH MAN!! if u are a Mariah fan you get how weird that is. if not you can watch the video and see what i mean.

i am telling u... im so Mariah sometimes i dont even know it.